My Benji is gone. He has left me without a bedwarmer until Sunday night. Who is going to sit around and listen to me babble endlessly?

Finally talked to Christian for a moment today. I call and leave messages. Sometimes I don’t leave messages. Doesn’t matter, because she has caller-id. She knows I have called. She never calls back. When she is upset over something, I am supposed to drop everything and rush over to her house, no matter what time it is. She has been to my house a total of 5 times in the 6 years we have owned it. Her excuse is always the kids. Well, when I have been over there, the kids have a strict bedtime of 8:30. She can’t call after they go to bed? Besides, they are 7 and 8 years old. Kids that age don’t require Mommy to hold their hand every second of the day.

So, this is the first time I’ve talked to her in about two months. She blows off my complaints about this. In my opinion, you make time for your friends. When I do talk to her, she tells me about stuff thats going on with her other friends, so clearly she has time to talk to people. I have spoken to her about this for the last four years. I really have to question whether its worth trying to be friends with her. It’s very one-sided. Last year, for example, I wasn’t able to give her her Christmas gift until the end fo January. At this point, I really don’t feel like talking to her.